It's a smart friday

Friday ngayon, daming nangyari sa school. Dami kong narealize kanina, isa na dun yung hirap ng pagiging LONER. Grabe, hirap mag aral ng calculus ng magisa, tapos dun sa seatwork namin sa calculus parang biglang nadissolve yung utak ko dun nung college break na. Grabe ganung katindi ang "DIFFERENTIAL" Calculus. Tapos after ng college break wala pa kong kasama.. waaaaaahhhh!!! Ang hirap sobra para akong nasa NOWHERE. I am totally lost that time. Tapos narealized ko din na mahirap mag aral kapag masama ang pakiramdam, parang naging lugaw yung utak ko. Haay naku, ang buhay estudyante nga naman di mo maintindihan...

Tapos medyo nabad trip ako sa huma, di naman ako totally bad trip that time, I just felt so intimidated. huhuhuhuhu.. it is so embarrassing, kaya from that time di na ko nagsalita. Si mam kasi, she's too frank. She's kinda bitter when it comes to men. Yun ang observation ni aya. Haaay... Napakamisteryoso talaga nung prof namin na yun. Tuwing uwian, She is always on the hurry para bang hinahabol niya palagi ang oras. I don't know why but maybe there is a reason for it. I believe that everything in this world has its own reason. Hehe.. Nose bleed na..

Haay, kapagod talaga 'tong araw na 'to. I don't know why I'm acting like this. Kasi naman iadd mo na po ko sa friendster plsssssss... Ang babaw ko eh nu..^^ Ganun talaga, it's part of growing up^^..

I may be serious sometimes, but remember that there is a certain and deeper reason why I became serious that way. Nobody can't pore what is on my mind that's why no one can clarify why I am like this. I am most of the time laughing with my peers but that laughter can't be a remedy for this illness. I may be sick sometimes, because I am seeking for something right that can change me and motivate me. I cannot express my feelings well but as long as the constitution is concern I can freely express my feelings because We the sovereign Filipino people, imploring the aid of almighty God, To build a just and humane society, to establish a government that shall embody our ideas and aspirations, promote common good, conserve and develop our patrimony and secure to ourselves and posterity the blessings of independence and democracy under the rule of law amd regime of truth , justice, freedom, love, equality, and peace do ordain and promulgate this constitution.

See I am so industrious^^. I can give jokes that sometimes has abysmal meaning. I just want to emphasize that everyone of us has the right to express what they want to express I don't care if you know what I feel for you. I just want you to know that I ONLY want to grasp some details in your life. It is getting more personal but I believe that an intelligent person can be intelligent through his experiences in life, You are so inscrutable that's why I want to comprehend why are you like that. Who are you? Why are you so bitter? Please response.

"As soon as man does not take his existence for granted, but beholds it as something unfathomably mysterious, thought begins." (Albert Schweitzer)