Oo nga pala...

Migraine by Moonstar88

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo 
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo 
Hindi sinasadya 
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko 
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo? 

Nahihilo, nalilito 
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo? 

Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob 
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod? 
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo 
Yung tipong ang sagot, ay di rin isang tanong 

Nahihilo, nalilito 
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo? 
Nahihilo, nalilito 
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo? 

Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog) 
Dahil di na makakain (makakain) 
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa) 
Dahil, di na 

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo 
Hanggang dito na lang ako 

Nahihilo, nalilito 
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo? 
Nahihilo, nalilito 
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo? 
Nahihilo... Nahihilo... 
Nalilito... 

"Kahit gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, dadating ang panahon na iiwan ka nya at unti-unting kalilimutan..."

"Kahit gaano kita ka-mahal, hindi mo naman ako kayang mahalin..."

"Kala ko mahal mo ko, pero bakit tinataboy mo ko..."

"Kapag sinaktan ka ng taong mahal na mahal mo mahirap makalimot..."

"Bawat segundo lagi kitang naaalala... ako kaya naaalala mo??..."

"...mahal kita oo, ako ba mahal mo???..."

After a weeks without blogging..

There are lot of things happened during my break.

Lots of extreme emotions and unexplainable feelings.

I now realized that everything is REAL.

If you believe you will survive, if you don't you will not.

Always stay positive even at the last minute because there is no impossible if you will believe.

Now that I realized those things, I may now focus more on my studies

Life would not be REAL if you do not know the real essence of it.

The REAL essence of its existence.

Knowledge cannot be test only in school but in your everyday life.

If you only teach FACTS, then your life may not be completed

but if you teach life, you may find out or you will know  your self well.

My professors are not just only my professors but they are my advisers.

They teaches life.

I was so thankful when I met them.

I owe them a lot.

I want to learn more from them but of course I also want to learn more from my experiences.

Our life is like a line; like my professor in literature and arts said; 

It composes of infinite points that makes it a straight line and sometimes a curve line.

Our life will never be completed if there will be no experiences/challenges and other people in our life.

We can never be whole by our own means.

Of course we need them; our family, friends, love ones etc...; to make our life whole.

Let us not forget to thank those people who taught us life and also to those who do not.

They also become part of our life so lets not forget them.

Forgetting ones humility is a mortal sin.

Happy moments

I'm back! after a long time. Ang daming nangyari nitong mga nagdaang mga araw na hindi ako nakagawa ng blog. Grabe, kakaiba mga nangyari sa 'kin eh..^^ Masaya naman kahit papano..^^

Amazing yung napanuod namin na play ang title nya "Mulan Jr." very amazing din yung araw na yun..^^ hahahahahaha... Ang saya ko nitong mga nagdaan na mga araw pero syempre para balance anjan din ang kalungkutan...

Tapos amazing din ang play namin kahit na maraming mali proud pa rin kami sa mga sarili namin dahil nagtulong-tulong kaming lahat para dun..^^

Ang hectic ng mga sched namin sunod-sunod kasi mga activities sa school tapos malapit na finals.. Dami naming inaasikaso grabe, iba na talaga pag second year ka na..^^ Masaya na nakakapagod din,,^^ pero sulit lahat ng pagod ko kung ang kapalit naman eh masasayang mga alaala kasama ang mga kaibigan mo..^^

First time ko din na magjudge sa isang singing competition. Grabe ang pressure sa kin nun, ang hirap kayang magjudge ng schoolmate mo.. hehe grabe talaga yun, pero ang exciting dun yung mga privileges. Hahaha..

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam kapag Masaya ka habang nakikinig ng music..^^ haay… Tapos makakasama mp pa yung mahal mo.. haaayy…^^

Tapos nagworkshop din kami kay Mr. Eudinice Palaruan ; one of the greatest composer and arranger in the Philippines and a former member of the Philippine Madrigal Singers; grabe amaze na amaze kami sa kanya napakatiyaga nya… natuto kaming lahat sa kanya..^^ pagkatapos  ng nakakapagod na araw na iyon nanuod pa kami ng chorale festival sa may Philam life auditorium, Wow!! Ang galing nilang lahat..^^ lalo na ang Madz and UPCC very amazing!!!^^ gusto ko ulit manuod ng ganun..^^ After naming manuod, dun kami natulog kina Apaul sa Pasay. Hahahaha.. ang saya nga namin eh..^^ first time kong matulog sa manila..^^ kakaibang experience yun eh..^^ ang sarap talagang kasama nina Acee, Percy, Apaul, Sybyl, Nomar, Tope, Cindy and James..^^ nagenjoy ako dun sobra..^^ Tapos nung umaga may biglang nanermon samin kagulat nga eh.. grabe ganun pla sa maynila..^^ hahahahahaha… ang sarap batuktukan nun eh..^^ papasabugin nya daw kami..^^ hahahahahaha… baliw talaga yun eh.. tapos nun dumeretso kami sa MOA mejo nabadtrip yung iba samin kasama na ko dun, pano gutom na… ayun tapos una sa may sbarro kami pumila eh puro pasta dun eh gusto naming kumain ng kanin kaya dun kami sa KFC tapos yun ang daming tao pero sige lang ng sige tapos pagkatpos naming kumain pinapanood namin si Percy nung Yuuuuuckky!!! Na video ni Apaul hahahaha/// nawalan kami ng gana lahat nun eh… tapos mag iice skating sana kami kaso ang mahal lang tsaka pinapauwi na kami ng mga magulang naming tapos yun  di natuloy kaya yun umuwi na kami pero bago yun bumili muna ng cake si Acee grave hanggang ngayon ngccrave pa rin  ako..^^ hahahaha..

Nang makarating ako sa bahay nadatnan ko sina Papa and yung tito ko, buti na lang di ako pinagalitan..^^ hehehehe… nakakapagod yung araw nay un eh.. pano pagdating ko sa bahay nagpalit lang ako ng damit tapos pumunta na ko sa simbahan tapos dumeretso ako sa mga lola ko nakamotor nga kami eh ako driver..^^ hahahahahaha.. angkas ko sina papa pati yung kapatid ko.. tapos yun natulog lang ako sa mga lola ko kaso idlip lang panu ang ingay dun..

Tapos yun..^^ Daming nangyari sa loob lang ng ilang lingo..^^ ang sarap talagang mabuhay..^^ Kahit paminsan nakararamdam ako ng kalungkutan iniisip ko na lang na pagsubok lang ‘to ni God at hindi nya ko pababayaan..^^

I treat heartaches as a challenge and as a gift, because I learned and still learning from it…^^

Mahirap talagang magmahal ng taong ang turing lang sayo ay isang basura, dahil wala kang saysay sa buhay nya. Marahil ako ay nangangarap na balang araw mahalin nya rin ako pero sa panaginip lang maaaring mangyari yun.. Pero nagpapasalamat pa rin ako sa’yo dahil nakilala kita.

 

“Sa likod ng mga kabiguan at kalungkutan, nariyan ang bagong umaga na may dala-dalang pagasa at kasiyahan.”

Hero by Nickelback

I am so high. I can hear heaven.
I am so high. I can hear heaven.

Woah, wherever, 
No heaven
Don't hear me.

And they say that a hero could save us, 
I'm not gonna stand here and wait, 
I'll hold to the wings of the eagles, 
Watch as we all fly away.

Someone told me love would all save us, 
But how can that be, 
Look what love gave us, 
World full of killing, 
And blood-spilling, that world never came.

And they say that a hero could save us, 
I'm not gonna stand here and wait, 
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles, 
Watch as we all fly away. 
Aaaaa... 

Now that the world isn't ending, 
It's love that I'm sending to you, 
It isn't the love of the hero, 
And that's why I fear it won't do.

And they say that a hero could save us, 
I'm not gonna stand here and wait, 
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles, 
Watch as we all fly away.

And they're watching us, (watching us)
They're watching us, (watching us)
As we all fly away, 
And they're watching us, (watching us)
And they're watching us, (watching us)
As we all fly away (yeah)
Yeah, 
And they're watching us (watching us)
And they´re watching us (watching us)
As we all fly awayyy, 

Woahhhh.

First Time!!

Isa ito sa pinakamasasayang araw ko sa kolehiyo..^^

hindi ko alam kung panu ko ipararamdam ang aking nadarama pero ako ay masaya..^^

akalain mo kaninang hapon, habang kami ay nagkaklase sa chm013 lumabas ako ng kwarto at bwala!! bigla kong nakasalubong yung crush ko na p.... taz muntik ko na syang makiss as in konting-konti na lang..^^ hahahahaha.. super kilig naman talaga ako..^^

tpos mejo nabadtrip din ako ngayon pero konti lang..^^

that's life..^^

tapos nagpunta kami sa south point dun sa may malapit sa pool..

tapos umambon pa pero sige, tuloy pa rin hanggang sa nagkayayaan kaming magswimming,

sayang nga eh kasi umuwi kagad yung iba tapos kami-kami na lang nina Acee, Nomar, Kech, Ger, Syb, Apaul and Ako ung naiwan dun hanggang sa yun na nga naligo na kami..^^

hahahaha.. ang saya grabe.. first time kong maligo ng nakapantalon tapos si Apaul mas nakakatawa kasi naka... yun na yun.^^ hahahaha.. si nomar din at si ate syb nakapants..^^

pati si ger ha naligo din..^^ ang tindi namin!!

lublob kung lublob..^^

ako nga pinakahuling tumalon sa pool panu nagdadalwang isip ako pero napaligo din ako..^^

hahahaha.. ang saya-saya sobra.

tapos biglang nagdare si acee and ako na mag 2-piece lang yung girls, eh di ayun naka 2-piece kaming 3 nina kech and acee.. first time ko yun ha, take note!^^ minsan lang akong mag ganun ha..^^ ang daming "First" ang nangyari sa akin ngayong araw eh..^^

iisa-isahin ko..

Mga "First Time" kong/namin ginawa ngayong araw:

- First time na makasalubong ang crush n p.... na muntik pang makiss.

- First time maging maganda ang mood nya sa akin.(kung kilala nyo ko alam nyo na kung sino yun..^^)

- First time makausap ng harap-harapan ang crush ko..^^

- First time na magmedyas lang habang naglalandi sa ulan..^^(ang putik tuloy ng medyas ko..^^)

- First time naming magshoot sa south point..^^

- First time maligo sa pool pagkatpos ng klase.

- First time maligo ng nakapantalon..^^

- First time maligo ng nka 2-piece...^^(parang si JN lang eh nu..^^)

- First time makakita ng taong naka 2-piece..(maliban sa kin)

- First time makipagkwentuhan sa gwardya habang naliligo sa pool..(San ka!^^ MaL sina manong..^^ hahahahaha..)

- First time kumain sa kainan(Hobby Savvy..^^) ng basa..

- First time umuwi ng basa at sumakay pa sa likod ng trike na sobrang ginaw..^^

- First time makasama sina Acee, Kech, Nomar, Ger and Apaul sa pool..^^

Ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko ngayong araw... Sana maulit muli ang mga ganitong mga pangyayari..^^

"We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time."  (Thomas Stearns Eliot, aka T. S. Eliot)"

First Time

by Lifehouse

We're both looking for something 
We've been afraid to find 
It's easier to be broken 
It's easier to hide 

Looking at you, holding my breath 
For once in my life I'm scared to death 
I'm taking a chance letting you inside 

I'm feeling alive all over again 
As deep as the sky, under my skin 
Like being in love, she says, for the first time 
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right 
Where I belong with you tonight 
Like being in love to feel for the first time 

The world that I see inside you 
Waiting to come to life 
Waking me up to dreaming 
Reality in your eyes 

Looking at you, holding my breath 
For once in my life I'm scared to death 
I'm taking a chance letting you inside 

I'm feeling alive all over again 
As deep as the sky, under my skin 
Like being in love, she says, for the first time 
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right 
Where I belong with you tonight 
Like being in love to feel for the first time 

We're crashing 
Into the unknown 
We're lost in this 
But it feels like home 

I'm feeling alive all over again 
As deep as the scar that's under my skin 
Like being in love, she says, for the first time 
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right 
Where I belong with you tonight 
Like being in love, she says, for the first time 
Like being in love to feel for the first time 

Like being in love, she says, for the first time 
Like being in love to feel for the first time

This is for you...

Songs of my day:

You're Beautiful by James Blunt

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Beauty and Madness by Fra Lippo Lippi

Over there, just beneath the moon,  There's a man with a burden to keep,  Now sleep will fall, washouts, rags and paperbags  Homes and lives passing by.   Chorus  Who will see the beauty in your life  And who will be there to hear you when you call  Who will see the madness in your life.  And who will be there to catch you if you fall.   Dreams run wild, as lovers find their way through the night,  Not a care in the world  And over there, from the twinkling of the lights, harbour lights  Say goodnight one more time  

Repeat Chorus  

I'm with You...

Ang hirap talaga ng ganitong buhay. Ang sarap magpaka-emo kahit hindi ako emo. Dahil na rin sa mga nararanasan ko ngayon. Ang hirap talagang magpanggap, magpanggap na masaya ka.

Kahit tumawa ka ng tumawa hindi pa rin maaalis nun yung kalungkutan sa loob.

Kahit kumanta pa ako ng kumanta at magpakapaos, wala pa rin, ganun pa rin.

Bakit kaya ngayon nangyayari 'tong mga bagay na 'to sa 'kin?

Epekto ba 'to ng pagkawala ng minamahal?

Ewan ko ba, parang pasan ko na ang daigdig.

"Maybe I am getting too stupid."

Haaaaay... Bakit ang lungkot ko ngayon??

Ikaw ba alam mo kung bakit???

Sabihin mo naman..

Pansin mo na ba??

Ipaalam mo naman...

Siguro epekto 'to ng kakadoo bee ko...

Ewan ko ba....

Haaaaaay..

kahit gusto kong umiyak hindi ko magawa....

Manhid na ba ako???

Hindi pa naman siguro kasi nararamdaman ko pa ang pighati...

Sana nababasa mo 'tong blog ko para malaman mo mga saloobin ko...

Ito ang aking public diary...

Sa kabila ng mga halakhak ay natatago ang isang malaking kalungkutan...

Sa kabila ng mga kakulitan ay natatago ang kapansanan...

Nakadungaw sa aking bintana ang natatanging pag-asa...

Na sana ay masulyapan ng mga mata mong mapangakit...

Na kahit isang ha o ho man lang ay masabi mo sa akin...

Kahit isang haplos man lang sa iyong malambot na mga kamay...

Kaligayahan ang dulot sa akin noon...

Sana maramdaman ko na ang tunay na ligaya...

Para sa iyo ang awiting ito...

I'm with You

By Avril Lavigne

Im standing on the bridge

Im waiting on the dark

I thought that you'd be here

by now

Ther's nothing but the rain

no foot steps on the ground

Im listening but ther's 

no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are but I

Im with you

Im with you

Im looking for a place

Im searching for a face

Is anybody here 

I know

Cause nothing's going right

And everything's a mess

And no one likes to be

alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I 

Im with you 

Im with you

Oh

Why is every thing so confusing?

Maybe Im just out of my mind

Yeah yeah yeah...

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand 

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I 

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand 

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I 

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand 

Take me somewhere new

I don't Know Who You are

But I 

Im with you

Im with you...

"Medley"

Nais ko pong ibahagi sa mga taong sawi sa pag-ibig ang mga kantang ito. Sana maintindihan ninyo ako. Ang hirap talagang magmahal lalo na kapag maling tao ang minamahal mo o minahal mo. Pero ganito talaga, sa larangan ng pag-ibig hindi nawawalan ng nasasaktan.

"Ang lahat ng bagay dito sa mundong ibabaw ay may kapalit, kung nasaktan ka dahil sa pag-ibig ang kapalit nito ay karanasang makapagpapatatag sa iyong kalooban. Ang bawat karanasan ay ginto na dapat nating pagnilay-nilayan ng makapulot tayo ng aral sa ating mga pagkakamali."

- Umaasa

by 6 cycle mind

Chorus: 

Umaasa Kahit na wala na 

Umaasa kahit na wala na 

Ngayong gabi… 

Hindi na padadaig 

Handang haharapin 

Hindi kakapit sa patalim 

Kahit na… 

Chorus 2: 

Umaasa kahit nawala na 

Umaasa kahit na wala ng pagasa 

Pikit-mata akong sasagupa 

Hindi aatras 

hangga't mayroong lakas 

Kahit na… 

(Chorus2)

Pag-asa… pag-asa 

Umaasa 

Umaasa kahit na wala na

Anuman ang mangyari ako'y laging naririto 

Handang tumulong anumang oras 

Hindi ka na mabibigo 

Ikaw lamang ang tinitibok nitong aking puso 

Sa bawat pintig nito hanggang huminto 

Sa iyo lumulukso 

Kapag ika'y nalulumbay, hawakan ko ang iyong kamay 

Kapag ika'y naluluha, hindi ako mawawala 

Kapag ika'y nalulungkot, ika'y patatawanin 

'pag nalagay sa alanganin, ako'y tatawagin 

At dali-daling darating kung ito'y kakailanganin 

Ako'y magsisilbing kawayan sa lakas ng hangin 

Ako ay ikaw at ikaw ay ako 

Pumapaindalog sa ikot ng mundo

(chorus2)

- Panalangin

by Moonstar88

Panalangin ko sa habang buhay 

Makapiling ka, makasama ka 

Yan ang panalangin ko 

At hindi papayag ang pusong ito 

Mawala ka sa 'king piling 

Mahal ko, iyong dinggin. 

Chorus: 

Wala nang iba pang mas mahalaga 

Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig nating dal'wa 

At sana naman makikinig ka 

Kapag aking sasabihing minamahal kita

- OO

by Updharma down

Di mo lang alam... naiisip kita 

Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako... 

Di mo lang alam... hanggang sa gabi 

Inaasam makita kang muli 

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang 

Panahon at ngayon... ako'y iyong iniwan... 

luhaang sugatan di mapakinabangang 

sanay nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam... 

sanay nagtanong ka lang kung di mo lang alam... 

Ako'y iyong nasaktan... baka sakali lang maisip mo namang... 

Hindi mo lang alam... kay tagal nang panahon.. 

Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sayo... 

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya... 

Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pag sinta... 

Kung ako'y nagkasala, patawad na sana... 

Puso kong pagal ng ngayon lang nag mahal... 

Di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan 

Na baka sakali lang maisip mo namang 

Puro sya na lang... at sana'y ako naman! 

Di mo lang alam ika'y minamasdan... 

Sana'y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam.... 

Di mo lang alam... 

Kahit na tayo'y magkaibigan lang... 

Bumabalik ang lahat sa tuwing nagkukulitan... 

Baka sakali lang maisip mo namang... 

Ako'y nandito lang hindi mo lang alam... 

Matalino ka naman... 

Kung ikaw... at ako ay tunay na bigo... 

Sa laro na ito... ay dapat bang sumuko... 

Sana di ka na lang pala aking nakilala 

Kung alam mo lang akoy iyong masasaktan ng ganito... 

Sanay nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko... 

Di mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan... 

Na baka sakali lang maisip mo namang 

Puro sya nalang... at sana ako naman... 

Di mo lang alam ika'y minamasdan 

Sana'y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam... 

Malas mo... ikaw ang natipuhan ko... 

Di mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan...

Music

"Music is my life"

Hindi ata ako mabubuhay ng walang music. Nakakagaan ng pakiramdam ang pakikinig sa mga magagandang musika. Dito, malaya kong naipararating ang nasa saloobin ko.

Maraming klasipikasyon ang musika. Ikaw na lang ang bahalang pumili ng musikang tatangkilikin mo.

Ikaw ang aking musika. Nilalagyan mo ng masasayang nota ang buhay ko. Napagandang komposiyon ka ng buhay ko. Ngunit tulad ng mga nota, paminsan ikaw ay magulo dahil hindi kita maintindihan paminsan. Siguro nga sobra na itong nararamdaman ko para sa'yo. Ewan ko ba, kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Haay... Sadyang napakalayo mo sa akin. Hindi kita mahabol. Napakalayo kasi ng agwat mo sa 'kin. Pero hindi pa rin ako susuko, talagang nais kong makilala ka ng husto. Maaari ka bang magpakilala sa akin? Nais kong mapalapit sa'yo.

Ang puso ko'y naguumapaw sa kagalakan sa tuwina makikita ka. Parang isang masayang kanta ang bawat segundong sinusulyap-sulyapan ka. Nagtatalunan sa malambot kong puso ang mga nota ng kaligayahan. Sa bawat pagkakataon na ako'y di mo pinapansin ang katumbas noon ay isang bar na puro flat. Nakakapanlumo. Kaya nais ko sanang mapalapit sa'yo.

"Puno ang langit ang bitwin, at kay lamig pa ng hangin

sa'yong tingin ako'y nababaliw giliw at sa awitin kong ito

Sana'y maibigan  mo, ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko

Sa isang munting harana para sa'yo..."

"Every musical phrase for me has a purpose. It's like talking. If you talk with a particular purpose, people listen to you, but if you just recite, it's not as meaningful."  (Itzhak Perlman)

I am tired

It is august 1 today, a start of new day. The start of the month is good for me and so so tiring.

Yeah, I am so so tired, tired of thinking of you, listening to those dissonant sounds, tired of being alone, tired in criticizing those word problems, even math problems, but, I thank God 'coz it's Friday today! Free to do anything, to feel unpleasant, to observe vigorously. Ah, it's really a tiring day. Even my professors look so tired and sleepy^^.

This is a very nice day, everything is so nice except one, I don't know why you act like that, why are you treating me so different? I can feel it, I can observe it, Damn! I'm not numb! wooh... I don't want to get mad. I am tired of that.

Catch up with those birds in the sky

Those who are white feathered and dancing in the wind

With the grace of the bluish sky

With the rainbow and butterflies

Look around you.

It is great.

I just wanna laugh with you

and be with you all the time

and cherished every moment in our life.

You are my dream, my insanity, my very own precious gem.

A well of faith and love.

Sanctuary of good deeds and thoughts.

Letter "A" is the first letter in the alphabet

Number "One" is the first number

"esc" is the first key on the keyboard from the left

"reading and writing" are our first skills

"DRAW011W" is my first subject in my first day of school

"June 16, 2008" is my first class in my second year in college

"Samsung D407" is my first cellular phone

"Xbox" is my first video game player.

All of this are my "First" things to do and remember.

But still you are the first person who touches my heart.

I feel so good^^. Writing poems really helps me to express my feelings though, sometimes my grammar are not that good but what important is I express my feeling^^. Hope you like those three poems. You can criticize them. By the way, I'll dedicate this song to you hope you like it, and I hope you are reading my blog^^. Enjoy watching this video^^.

Have a nice to all of you. God Bless us. Godspeed always!!

"You and Me"

By Lifehouse

What day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up

and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say

just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards

you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

everything she does is beautiful

everything she does is right

You and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

You and me and all of the people

with nothing to do

nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it

and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive